HERE WE GO AGAIN..................

YOU THINK..ME....THE WRITER OF THIS BLOG....(THE MAMMY)...WOULD STOP DIZZIN THE DAUGHTER....BUT I CANT...I WANT OTHER TO KNOW WHAT THIS CHILD WHO IS AN ADULT WHAT THE HELL SHE DOES....TO GET THAT ALL ABOUT ME...SYNDROME...(casey anthony type)..KEEP MAKING HERE PAST...THE FOUCS...OF ALL THE WRONG DOING THAT WAS DONE TO HER...


IF YOU READ MY BLOGS....SHE IS THE ONE...THAT KEEPS UP THE DRAMA...AND CLAIMS...THAT SHE WAS DONE WRONG...BY ME...THE MAMMY....WELL..GET OVER IT.....HER NEW RESULTS....JUST HAPPEN THIS WK....

SHE IS STILL IN MISSISSIPPI..IN A HALF WAY HOUSE 2YR PROGRAM...BY THE JUDGE....AND THEY OLE SCHOOL....AND SHE WANTED TO SEE HER KIDS....PATERNAL GRANDMOTHER IS TAKING CARE OF MY GRANDBABIES...ME BEING MATERNAL GRANDPARENT.....SHE WANTED TO SEE THE KIDS THAT SHE WALKED AWAY FROM...8MONTHS AGO....SO....GRANDMA TINA...CANT MAKE IT UP THERE 4 HR DRIVE...AND ANIT WELL TO DO IT..AND HAS TO FIND TIME...RIDE....GAS..AND ONE OF HER FAMILY LIKE HER DAUGHTERS...TO MAKE THE TIME....UNDERSTAND...THAT THEY TRYING TO DO THIS...SO MY DAUGHTER CAN SEE THE KIDS....OH...GEE....MY DAUGHTER CAN STILL GO OFF.AND CUSS THIS GRANDMOTHER OUT...CUZ IT WASNT DONE TO MY DAUGHTER EXPECTATIONS.....THANKS FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS TO YOUR ELDERS....JAZ...REALLY..............U COOL WHEN U DO THAT........WAKE UP...

GOD IM SO DONE WITH YOU...

Liar,,,,,DEDICATED TO JAZ

LISTEN TO THE WORDS LITTLE GIRL

well this is the last

for you and your brother.....im so done...and u may not come into my life ....til i see fit...that means bothe of you...............your mammy

U JUST GOT THE KNOCK *UCK OUT..........

WOW.................TWO DAMN YEARS...IN THE NUT HOUSE IN MISSISSIPPI...........WOW.....YOUR ASS IS COOKED.............THEY OLE SCHOOL.....U BETTER DO YOU...AND GET YOUR ASS STRAIGHT....FOR YOUR SAKE......MAYBE YOU WILL COME OUT A BETTER PERSON.....YOUR MAMMY

A CLASS ACT

U ARE....THATS OK....U CAUSE HAVIC EVERY  WHERE U GO....PAPER TRAIL RIGHT BEHIND YOU...IM DEAF AND DUMB TO YOU...AND I WILL NOT EVER SPEAK TO YOU EVER...IVE WALKED AWAY FROM YOU AND IT FEELS GREAT.....I CAN DO THAT..U ARE AN ADULT CHILD...IM YOUR MAMMY....I CAN ABANDON STRAIGHT YOU......AT LEAST I DID THIS TO YOU WHEN U WERE AN ADULT...NOT LIKE U...ABANDONING YOUR CHILDREN...AS YOUNG AS THEY ARE..................GOOD CALL DUMB ASS WHO THINKS SHE IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN....HOWS THAT CRAZY MENTAL HOSPITAL DOING FOR YA.....KEYNOTE....THEM BACK IN MISSISSIPPI STILL OLD SCHOOL.....AT LEAST IN FLA...THE KICK YOUR ASS OUT OF A HOSPITAL....HOPE U CAN GET OUT SOME DAY.....U JUST MIGHT OF FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE....THEY ANIT LETTING YOU GO....YOU SOMEHOW IS NOT FUNCTIONAL FOR TODAY SOCIETY.....REALLY DUMB ASS..................YOUR MAMMY

who the FUCK cares............I DONT.............

I DONT CARE IF ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY...31 YEARS  OF COMPLETE BULLSHIT......OH LETS FEEL SORRY FOR YOU...I WILL BASH YOU EVERYDAY TIL I LEAVE THIS EARTH....U HAVE DISRESPECTED ME...U HAVE NOT HONOR YOUR MOTHER...U HAVE WALKED AWAY FROM YOUR OWN CHILDREN...DO ME A FAVOR...WALK AWAY FROM ME...AND STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME...I DONT NEED YOU...I DONT LOVE U...ANYMORE...ANYLONGER....U LOST LITTLE GIRL....

ITS ALL ABOUT ME......casey anthony syndrome.....YEP...YOU...

IM DONE WITH YOU..,.DID U LIKE YOUR PRESENT LITTLE GIRL....A RESTRAINING ORDER ON YOU....

FUCK OFF... YOUR MAMMY

Sick Puppies - You're Going Down

DEDICATED TO YOU JAZ...

game on bitch...............

really..................u made a threat to me...that u want to kill me.....game on.....your papers will be served shortly...keep making your paper trail little girl....your mammy

SURE WILL

DO U HEAR ME...MY DAUGHTER.......................LET IT GO...FINISHED SOMETHING U STARTED IS THE FIRST STEP

ive been walking away from u....for a long time..

 yes you....little grown ass woman...that is free fuck for anyone with a dick

HERE SOMTHING IN COMMON

WELL I SAT AN THOUGHT FOR A MINUTE....MY DAUGHTER AND MY MOTHER....WHO BOTH LIVE IN MISSISSIPPI...BOTH HAVE PUTTIN THERE MAN FIRST...AND WALKED AWAY FROM THERE CHILDREN........................WELL ISNT THAT SPECIAL....MAYBE THEY SHOULD GET TOGETHER AND COMPARE NOTES...

WHAT ARE U DOING NOW...............

REALLY.....

ATTENTION FRIENDS...OF MY DAUGHTER....MAKE SURE U READ THIS GOOD...LET ALONE...READ BETWEEEN THE LINES...OF WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY NOW..ABOUT THIS GIRL...YOUR FRIEND.....

LETS MAKE SURE....THAT JAZ...YET AGAIN....U ARE THE CENTER OF ATTETION YET AGAIN..................REALLY..U CHOOSE TO SET YOUR COURSE IN YOUR LIFE...AND U CANT GET PASS YOUR PASS OF CHILDHOOD...WHICH U SEEM TO MAKE UP AS YOU GO.....BECUZ....ONE...U CANT LET ANYTHING GO...U HAVE TO MAKE SURE ITS ALL ABOUT U....U ARE HOLDING ON TO THE PASS...WHAT FOR...WHO KNOWS...IF SOMETHING HAPPEN....ONE...U DIDNT BRING IT TO MY ATTENTION..YET....BECUZ AS I SEE IT.....U WERE SHELTERED TIL THE AGE OF 13.. AND SOON TO BE THE AGE OF 31..AND U STILL RUNNING.....SO IF ANYTHING HAPPEN...FROM 13 T 31 YOU DONE ALL BY YOURSELF....BUT IF SOMETHING HAPPEN TO YOU BEFORE THAT...WELL.U HAVE NOT ...AND AS I SEE IT...WHAT EVER U HOLDING BACK...U KEEP BULLSHIT FRESH....AND KEEP FUCKING UP YOUR LIFE NOW...AS U KEEP MAKING SURE THAT U ARE THE CENTER OF ALL BULLSHIT....IN YOUR LIFE....AND DIS REGUARD YOUR CHILDREN AS WE SPEAK.....

AND I CAN THINK BACK....WERE...THE TWO TIMES...I SENT YOU DOWN TO YOUR GREAT GRANDPARENTS....FOR A VISIT....IF SOMETHING HAPPEN THEN...U HAD TIME TO TELL ME....BECUZ...I SURE DIDNT LIVE A LIFE STYLE ....OF ANYONE COMING IN AND OUT OF MY HOME...WHEN I TOOK CARE OF U AND YOUR BRO...AND WORKED...AND WENT TO COLLEGE....AND LIVE OUR LIVES AS BEST AS WE COULD...BUT U KEEP MAKEING SURE THAT U HAD A FUCKED UP LIFE...AND TELLING EVERYONE WHO WILL LISTEN I WAS A EVIL MOTHER....KEEP IT ON.....BECUZ...CRISANDRA.....AND BERYL LYNN....AND INGRID....WILL VERIFY....ALL YOUR BULLSHIT STORIES OF ME....THAT U KEEP MAKING UP AS U GO.....THAT I DID YOU WRONG......

SO NOW... WE IN MISSISSIPPI......AND U ARE SELLING YOUR STORIES AGAIN......REALLY....OK...SO WE BEEN CHECKED IN A HOSPITAL FOR YOUR MISHAPS OF STRUGGLES...U CANT HANDLE YOUR SELF......AND CAUSING YOUR ATTEMPTS...ON  YOU.....CUZ U CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH.....OF YOU....CUZ...YOU FEELING SORRY FOR YOUR SELF....SO WHY HAVENT YOU SEE YOUR CHILDREN....AS WE SPEAK.....SINCE THE FIRST DAY U CKED INTO A HOSPITAL....AND ITS A MONTH LATER.....TALKING ABOUT A CRUEL THING TO DO.....U DONT WANT YOUR CHILDREN...U MAKING HAVIC ON YOUR SELF....YET AGAIN....U MEET SOMEBODY....A  DUMB ASS FUCKING MAN...THAT U CLAIM...AND HE DONT WANT YOU...CUZ HE SEES U AS A FREE FUCK...OH...NO....PUTTING YOUR  SO CALLED MAN BEFORE YOUR CHILDREN...REALLY JAZ................U  A DUMB ASS BITCH....

AND U CANT HANDLE..THIS SITUATION....SO....LETS CHECK OURSELVES IN AGAIN...AND WE CHECK YOURSELF OUT....U THINK U ARE HELPING YOUR SELF....I THINK NOT....U DONT LET ANYTHING BEGIN...LET ALONE FINISH....NOTHING IS WORKING...AND U WONDER WHY U ARE THE WAY UR ARE...WELL....WHY U GETTING CATERRED TO YOUR LIFE STYLE......OH MAKE An attempt to your LIFE...THAT U CANT HANDLE IT ANYMORE...............OH TO BAD SO SAD.....WHAT A WAY TO DISPLAY YOUR SELF....AS A WOMAN...AND A MOTHER....REALLY......DO WHAT U HAVE TO DO...CUZ...MY ANSWERE IS NO..................NO........................NO......................................I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR PETTY BULLSHIT.....

TINA..NOW KNOWS WHAT U ARE REALLY NOW....SHE FINALLY UNDERSTANDS WHAT I BEEN PUTTING UP WITH..AND YOUR PATH OF LIFE U MADE ALL ON YOUR OWN.....LETS HAVE A PITTY PARTY FOR JAZ....I HAVE TO MAKE SURE THE ATTENTION IS ON ME....I WANT PEPS TO LISTENING TO JAZ STORY......................KEEP IT UP LITTLE GIRL.....I WILL TALK SMACK TIL U GET YOUR LIFE STRAIGHT ...CUZ I SEE IT....U CANT EVEN TRY...TO DO RIGHT....................OH....SO SAD....LOVE YOUR MAMMY......


U SOME HOOD RAT....THAT S AS GHETTO AS U ARE...I DIDNT RAISE U THAT WAY....AND JUST THINK....A GHETTO BITCH....DOESNT LIVE THAT WAY...TALKING ABOUT GHETTO BITCHES....U A WHITE BITCH...WANNA BE...AND U ARE TRYING TO HELP YOURSELF....AND U CANT FIGURED OUT WHO U ARE...U CONFUSED...SOME HOW SOME WAY...NOT MY WAY OF DOING...U DID ON YOURSELF....HAPPY TRAILS.....GROWN ASS WOMAN....THAT U CLAIM TO BE....U A DUMB BITCH...PUTTING A FUCK FIRST...BEFORE YOUR CHILDREN.....FUCK AWAY LITTLE GIRL....YOUR LIFE STORY...

REALLY.....................

I AM AWARE THAT YOUR MOVING BACK TO FL....SO WHAT...I JUST HAD THE TWO MOST WONDERFUL WKS WITH MY SON ERNESTO.....WHO GAVE ME RESPECT MOST OF ALL AND LOVE...SOMETHING U CANT DO...LIKE THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN...SO....YET AGAIN YOU STILL HAVE NO PLACE TO LAY YOUR HEAD FOR YOUR CHILDREN AND RELYING ON PEOPLE AGAIN....REALLY.....KEEP RUNNING LITTLE GIRL...OH....AND WE STILL HAVE TROUBLE GETTING UP IN THE MORNING TO GET YOUR CHILDREN OFF TO SCHOOL............PRIORITIES SOMETHING U STILL CANT CONQUERED.........WOW........LIFE IS GRAND IN YOUR EYES................LOL.....................

A THOUGHT.........

ABANDONING............LETS SEE.............I NEVERED DID THAT WITH MY CHILDREN..U WELL U MANAGED TO DO THAT...........BUT...I ABANDONED YOU...CUZ U IS A ADULT CHILD STILL..........FOR THE CHOICES YOU MADE AS A KID AND ADULT....LETS SEE WILL THAT EVER CHANGE U BECOMING A GROWN ASS WOMAN..............NOPE...........SO........YOUR MAMMY IS ROLLING...........CUZ I CAN DO THAT.......I HAVE NO REGRETS WHEN IT COMES TO YOU...AND I VOICE MY FEELINGS ALL OVER THE DAMN NET ABOUT MY DAMN STUPID F UP CHILDREN....WHO ARE ADULTS..YOUR MAMMY

Katy Perry - Part Of Me

DEDICATED TO THAT CHILD OF MINE....................U CANT TAKE THAT PART OF ME............EVER...YOUR MAMMY

YO ...JACK ASS.....JAZ

Britney Spears - Stronger

I AM STRONGER EACH TIME I KICKED YOUR ASS OUT OF MY LIFE.....ARE YOU.......I THINK NOT....YOU SHOW NO ABILITYS TO IMPROVE AND WILL NOT EVER

Papa Roach - Scars

DEDICATED TO MY SO CALLED WANNA BE GROWN ASS WOMAN JASMINE LOUISE..............SOME DAUGHTER YOU CAME OUT TO BE................YOUR MAMMY

IN A NUTSHELL..................

WE ARE ALL BORN IN THIS DALLNER/CHILVERS FAMILY TO CONTROL..WE ALL HAVE A UNIQUE CONTROL...IF IT ANIT MY GRANDMA ELLURLA...IF IT ANIT CAROLE...BONNIE.. JASMINE...PASSION....WE WERE BORN THIS WAY...AND MAYBE ITS A GIFT OR WHATEVERS ...BUT....I WILL ALSO NOT KEEP FIGHTING OR THE DAUGHTER CONNING ME ANYMORE...NEEDLESS TO SAY...IM DONE WITH BULLSHIT...AND I HAD ENOUGH....SO DEAL WITH IT...IF NOT THATS OK TOO...I WILL KEEP LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT AND INTEND TOO...THATS WHO I AM.....<>SO BE IT.....IM OUT.....

the bright light is is blinding....

well i come to the conculison that we need to be apart for life.. i have no more for you....today i had a talk with a good friend and i had a light blub moment.....

i think grandma chilvers i think she was a strong woman and took care of my grandfather.... and her daughter carole my mother was a strong woman bitch type and try to control my father...(probably the fact that he was gay)...and she was done with it...and she left...and me being the oldest of her daughter bonnie(me)....and i control my daughter...but i tryed and she wont let me.. and jasmine my daughter has her oldest daughter passion she will control her...and when passion has her child....so the cycle keeps going....but................THINKING...............

i thought that this behavior i learned from...nope...as i was talking with my friend...she says i was born that way...my grandmother time and my mothers time and my time and jasmine time and will be passion time....it the way we think...that we have to control or take care of...i realized that different time and different era...and because my mother carole lefted me i was adbandon and i showed my father...who i really was...and that i would make a point of it to showed them....that i was a control type person(he always mention i was just like that bitch..(my mother carole)and)....when i think back...i can see how grandma was with grandpa and probably my mother carole...and carole gave to me...and so on down the road...its in our genes....so....so its the cycle of life....and knowing i cant control my daughter and i tryed but shes a bigger bitch then i...thats why we clashed....and will clashed and until i say enough...WELL I SAID ENOUGH ON MY 52ND BIRTHDAY....IM SO DONE WITH THIS CHILD...AND I WILL STICK TO MY GUNS..I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THE EMOTIONAL BULLSHIT...THAT WE CANT GET ALONG...WE KEEP FIGHTING....SO JAZ...PASSION WILL PUT YOU TO THE TEST...AND HER KID WILL DO THE SAME......

SO...im seeing the light even more...as i keep improving myself and that i will not be a subject to her (jaz) bullshit...im so done.....i hope you get your life together girl....cuz u need to apply yourself..and if u dont thats on you..not me....i raised you..and u took your life over at 14...and now u will be 31 and u still dont got your shit together......your mammy

listen up bitches...

to all my daughters hood rats friends...make sure you get your stories straight...when u tell jaz......

I HAD A LOVELY CONVERSTATION WITH THE LEAD CASE MGR...OF DCF FOSTERCARE..LETTING THEM KNOW....ONCE AGAIN....SHE THE SAME OLD JAZ..WHY I ONCE AGAIN...KICKED YOUR ASS OUT OF MY HOUSE AGAIN..AND WILL BE THE LAST TIME.....YOU SURE DID CON THEM JAZ....KEEP IT UP LITTLE GIRL....KEEP RUNNING .....KEEP UP YOUR HOOD LIFE STYLE....KEEP ACTING GETTHO....MAKE SURE YOU RAISE YOUR DAUGHTERS JUST LIKE YOU...PLAY THE GAME WITH AND CON MS.TINA....SELL YOUR SAP STORY TO ALL WHO YOU MEET....CUZ THIS BITCH...YOUR MAMMY I DONT GIVE A FUCK....BE GONE.....