HELP YOU FROM THIS DAY FORWARD.....A GROWN WOMAN WOULD HAVE A ROOF OVER HER CHILDREN'S HEAD...A GROWN WOMAN WOULD HAVE A JOB...A GROWN WOMAN WOULD DO ANYTHING...AND NOT BE IN THE STREETS....BUT U ANIT A GROWN WOMAN....NOR WILL U EVER BE.....U HAVENT CONVINCED ME YET....WHAT ARE U SHOWING YOUR DAUGHTERS....TO RUN....REALLY JAZ.....MY GRAND BABIES....MY GRANDDAUGHTERS ARE BEING TAUGHT WHAT THERE MAMMY DOES....RUN...FUCK....AND ALL KIND OF HAVIC....YOU ANIT SHOWING THEM ACCOUNTABILITY RESPECT FOR YOURSELF....AND AND PLACE TO LAY THERE HEAD....
AND U WANT ME TO DO THAT...THATS WHY I SAID NO THIS TIME....BECUZ IM INNAMBLE YOU TO KEEP THE CYCLE GOING...BREAK THE CYCLE IS YOUR MOTTO...BITCH YOU HAVENT EVEN TRYED YET............I BROKE YOU OFF.......TO DATE 12/19/11
NOW LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS..................................
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME...............REALLY
I SAID I WOULD TELL GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY DAUGHTER.....WELL THAT ANIT GOING TO HAPPEN EVER AGAIN.....THE WEEK OF 11/21/11...BEGINS....I LEFT FL TO GO TO IL....ON 11/22/11 OFFICIALLY JASMINE HAS FULL CUSTODY OF HER CHILDREN... SIGN BY THE JUDGE....
BY WEDNESDAY AND BEFORE THANKSGIVING....SHE LEAVES LIGHTHOUSE MINISTRIES.....I WAS STILL IN CHICAGO... ACTUALLY DIDN'T LEAVE CHI TOWN TIL...11 AM...TO GET BACK ON THE ROAD AND GET BACK TO FL....BY 6:30AM FRIDAY..I GET HOME....I HURRIED AND PUT THE TURKEY IN THE OVEN...AND WENT TO SLEEP...I WAS UP FOR 36 HOURS WITH NO SLEEP.....AROUND 2:30PM...MY ERNESTO CALLS ME FINALLY HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM SINCE LATE AUG.........
AS I WAS ON THE PHONE....APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE WAS MY GRAND BABIES....AND FINISHED MY CALL WITH NEST....AND JASMINE DID HER ACADEMY AWARD PERFORMANCE AGAIN TO ME....PHASE TWO MA....WHICH MEANT I WOULD TAKE THE GIRLS...AND HER AND MELLY WERE GOING TO SHACK UP WITH CHARLIE BROWN.......
THREE HOURS LATER....SHE CALLING ME....I DON'T HAVE NO WHERE TO GO............I TOLD HER TO CALL ME BACK IN 10 MINUTES.....I LLITERALLY WENT INTO MY BATHROOM WITH WILL WILL AND WAS CRYING.....NERVOUS AND SHIT....WHEN IS IT GOING TO BE MY TURN....WE AGREED FOR TWO MONTHS AND I MADE HER SIGN A CONTRACT....THAT 1/25/12 WAS HERE MOVED OUT DATE......
SO.............................
IT TOOK 24 DAYS TO KICK HER ASS OUT.....SHE STILL CLAIMS THAT SHE IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN....WELL LETS SEE...ABOUT THAT...........
OK...SHE LAID AROUND IN MY HOUSE ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR...IF NOT LAYING ON MY LIVING ROOM COUCH.....CONSTANTLY I HAD TO WAKE HER ASS UP....TO GET THE GIRLS READY FOR SCHOOL.....EVENTUALLY I MADE HER WALK THE GIRLS TO SCHOOL...AND PICK THEM UP......CUZ AS SOON AS SHE CAME BACK TAKING THE GIRLS TO SCHOOL...SHE LAID BACK ON THE FLOOR NOT WATCHING MELLY MAC....AND NOT EVEN FEED THE BOY.......IN THE CONTRACT SHE WAS TO LOOK FOR A JOB...SHE DID THAT MAYBE THREE TIMES.....REALLY JAZ......
SHE FOLDED SOME WASH....DID A LOAD HERE AND THERE...EVEN DID A LOAD OF DISHES IN THE DISHWASHER AND OR PUT THEM AWAY......MAYBE VACUUM ONCE........
OH AND SHE GOT HER FOOD STAMPS...AND WE PUT FOOD IN THE HOUSE....SO YES I CONNED THE BITCH TO PUT FOOD IN MY HOUSE.....SO YOU LOST LITTLE GIRL.......NOW....A GROWN WOMAN DOES NOT LAY AROUND....NOT TAKING CARE OF HERE KIDS...LET ALONE FEED THEM.....SO.....TO ALL HER FRIENDS....LET IT BE KNOWN THAT IM AWARE OF HOW YOU CANT UNDERSTAND HER AND MY RELATIONSHIP.......
BUT IM OLD SCHOOL BITCH....YOU MIGHT CLAIM U ARE OLD SCHOOL BITCHES...U ANIT EVEN CLOSE......ONE DISRESPECTING YOUR ELDERS.....LETTING YOUR KIDS DO AND SAY WHAT U WANT THEM TO SAY...(CUSSING,YELLING ETC...) AND U WALK ALL OVER OTHERS AROUND YOU.....AND GETS WHATS YOURS......NO BITCHES.....
IM A GROWN ASS WHITE WOMAN....WITH BEAUTIFUL KIDS AND GRANDCHILDREN....AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY TYPE OF BULLSHIT...OR LETS CON MAMA.....I HAVE A GROWN ASS BLACK HUSBAND THAT IS A GENTLEMEN...YOU YOUR NIGGAS..HOOD RAT TYPES.......AND U ALL WANT TO BE IN THE HOOD............................DO IT AND GO FOR IT.....YOUR USELESS BITCHES WITH NO GAME...ON LOVE...HONOR...RESPECT CARING WOMAN...TAKING CARE OF A GROWN ASS MAN.....WHERE U ARE INTERESTED IN GANGSTA'S FUCK U....ALL OF U...FUCK U...JAZ...YOU ARE A LOST CAUSE TO SOCITEY YOU A WANNA BE BLACK BITCH.....FUCKIN RED NECK BITCH....FUCK OFF
BY WEDNESDAY AND BEFORE THANKSGIVING....SHE LEAVES LIGHTHOUSE MINISTRIES.....I WAS STILL IN CHICAGO... ACTUALLY DIDN'T LEAVE CHI TOWN TIL...11 AM...TO GET BACK ON THE ROAD AND GET BACK TO FL....BY 6:30AM FRIDAY..I GET HOME....I HURRIED AND PUT THE TURKEY IN THE OVEN...AND WENT TO SLEEP...I WAS UP FOR 36 HOURS WITH NO SLEEP.....AROUND 2:30PM...MY ERNESTO CALLS ME FINALLY HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM SINCE LATE AUG.........
AS I WAS ON THE PHONE....APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE WAS MY GRAND BABIES....AND FINISHED MY CALL WITH NEST....AND JASMINE DID HER ACADEMY AWARD PERFORMANCE AGAIN TO ME....PHASE TWO MA....WHICH MEANT I WOULD TAKE THE GIRLS...AND HER AND MELLY WERE GOING TO SHACK UP WITH CHARLIE BROWN.......
THREE HOURS LATER....SHE CALLING ME....I DON'T HAVE NO WHERE TO GO............I TOLD HER TO CALL ME BACK IN 10 MINUTES.....I LLITERALLY WENT INTO MY BATHROOM WITH WILL WILL AND WAS CRYING.....NERVOUS AND SHIT....WHEN IS IT GOING TO BE MY TURN....WE AGREED FOR TWO MONTHS AND I MADE HER SIGN A CONTRACT....THAT 1/25/12 WAS HERE MOVED OUT DATE......
SO.............................
IT TOOK 24 DAYS TO KICK HER ASS OUT.....SHE STILL CLAIMS THAT SHE IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN....WELL LETS SEE...ABOUT THAT...........
OK...SHE LAID AROUND IN MY HOUSE ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR...IF NOT LAYING ON MY LIVING ROOM COUCH.....CONSTANTLY I HAD TO WAKE HER ASS UP....TO GET THE GIRLS READY FOR SCHOOL.....EVENTUALLY I MADE HER WALK THE GIRLS TO SCHOOL...AND PICK THEM UP......CUZ AS SOON AS SHE CAME BACK TAKING THE GIRLS TO SCHOOL...SHE LAID BACK ON THE FLOOR NOT WATCHING MELLY MAC....AND NOT EVEN FEED THE BOY.......IN THE CONTRACT SHE WAS TO LOOK FOR A JOB...SHE DID THAT MAYBE THREE TIMES.....REALLY JAZ......
SHE FOLDED SOME WASH....DID A LOAD HERE AND THERE...EVEN DID A LOAD OF DISHES IN THE DISHWASHER AND OR PUT THEM AWAY......MAYBE VACUUM ONCE........
OH AND SHE GOT HER FOOD STAMPS...AND WE PUT FOOD IN THE HOUSE....SO YES I CONNED THE BITCH TO PUT FOOD IN MY HOUSE.....SO YOU LOST LITTLE GIRL.......NOW....A GROWN WOMAN DOES NOT LAY AROUND....NOT TAKING CARE OF HERE KIDS...LET ALONE FEED THEM.....SO.....TO ALL HER FRIENDS....LET IT BE KNOWN THAT IM AWARE OF HOW YOU CANT UNDERSTAND HER AND MY RELATIONSHIP.......
BUT IM OLD SCHOOL BITCH....YOU MIGHT CLAIM U ARE OLD SCHOOL BITCHES...U ANIT EVEN CLOSE......ONE DISRESPECTING YOUR ELDERS.....LETTING YOUR KIDS DO AND SAY WHAT U WANT THEM TO SAY...(CUSSING,YELLING ETC...) AND U WALK ALL OVER OTHERS AROUND YOU.....AND GETS WHATS YOURS......NO BITCHES.....
IM A GROWN ASS WHITE WOMAN....WITH BEAUTIFUL KIDS AND GRANDCHILDREN....AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY TYPE OF BULLSHIT...OR LETS CON MAMA.....I HAVE A GROWN ASS BLACK HUSBAND THAT IS A GENTLEMEN...YOU YOUR NIGGAS..HOOD RAT TYPES.......AND U ALL WANT TO BE IN THE HOOD............................DO IT AND GO FOR IT.....YOUR USELESS BITCHES WITH NO GAME...ON LOVE...HONOR...RESPECT CARING WOMAN...TAKING CARE OF A GROWN ASS MAN.....WHERE U ARE INTERESTED IN GANGSTA'S FUCK U....ALL OF U...FUCK U...JAZ...YOU ARE A LOST CAUSE TO SOCITEY YOU A WANNA BE BLACK BITCH.....FUCKIN RED NECK BITCH....FUCK OFF
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
today was a good day...........
spent four hours with jaz..she got on birth control and got a bank acct...that a good thing mommy girl...love u ..love mama.........
http://youtu.be/8CPlF-IEkXQ.............................
dedicated to my gansta girl..jaz
http://youtu.be/8CPlF-IEkXQ.............................
Saturday, October 29, 2011
YES MOMMY WHAT
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
looking up............
well i have to say good things are beginning to look up for jasmine....yes she is my oldest...and my first and only daughter...and i want to say good things about her too...i know i have gone off on her...but i wanted to write...blog out my frustrations and the bullshit that happen to us...i give her the credit that she is now realizing..a connection of what she was done..or has done or was done to her or what was done to me..or what i done..or who done what to me as i grew..........she has come to the conculsion to get her daughters help for anxiety...thats a good thing...and she is getting her counseling done for her..and thats a good thing...when i think back...i was 32 when i realize my bullshit that was done to me(and got help for me)...and realize some issues with my two oldest children...but my baby..is 30..good job jaz...thats a good thing too....
so i might of went beyond and then some on how my daughter ....but...i blogged it....to let others know your not alone...but this is my life experiences...i still and always will love my daughter....and thank god i have only one....for me to come from a family of 5 girls...no way in hell would i have that amount of kids in life and they were all girls...my baby is and was a handful...and im glad theres one...now my two boys...thats .....well...
love u jaz...keep going mama...u can do it.....love u...love mommy
so i might of went beyond and then some on how my daughter ....but...i blogged it....to let others know your not alone...but this is my life experiences...i still and always will love my daughter....and thank god i have only one....for me to come from a family of 5 girls...no way in hell would i have that amount of kids in life and they were all girls...my baby is and was a handful...and im glad theres one...now my two boys...thats .....well...
love u jaz...keep going mama...u can do it.....love u...love mommy
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
UPDATES FOR THE MOMENT...
I DROPPED OFF THE BDAY CARD FOR KEKE MONSTERS...YESTERDAY...AND SO HAPPENS JAZ WAS AT THE FRONT DOOR OF LIGHTHOUSE...AND I GOT TO SEE THE KIDS FOR A MINUTE...AND I TOOK PICS OF THEM.....JAZ SAYS SHE WROTE ME A LETTER...SO I WENT TO THE MAILBOX...AND SHE IS FINALLY GOING TO THREAPY AND ON MEDS...SHE REALIZES THAT SHE IS ALONE..AND SHE KNOWS IT WILL BE HARD TO TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS..BY HERSELF...BUT I DID IT...SHE CAN DO IT....SHE WILL LET ME SEE THE KIDS...SO I WILL TRY TO SEE THEM FOR NEXT WKEND...I WILL DO THE ONCE A MONTH FOR NOW...SHE HAS ONE MORE COURT DATE...WITH DCF AND SHE WILL HAVE THE KIDS BACK OFFFICALLY...OK...SO THAT IS A GOOD THING FOR NOW....
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