U THINK

For all the crap I've had to deal with,just wanted to say thanks to those that dished it my way. If it wasn't for you,I wouldn't be the strong person I am today

IF YOU THINK..

FOR ONE MINUTE...THINK THIS...EVERYTHING OUT IS IN THE OPEN...ITS A RECKENING...IM EXPOSING EVERYTHING PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE OF THE DALLNER DYSFUNCTIONAL GAME...WE ALL BEEN PLAYING....AND I HAVE PROOF OF DOCUMATION....GAME ON....BEING CHILDLESS THINK NOT LITTLE GIRL..IM A FIGHTER AND I WILL SET THE TRUTH....YOU INCLUDED...........

refection #2.........

im typically not mean...even thou i been told im wicked...if so...so be it...funny...when i said i was done an thru(coming soon on this blog) ive disguarded her as my child....elimated her from all social networks...opps i can get on face book...and her friends can now read what im writing about...her..my two mothers..my daily life and love letters to my grandbabies...next excerpt of her blog is coming...i need a moment...im out

2nd grandchild...keke....

keke slipped right out of jaz...didnt wait for the midwife....2 births..of my babies...each time...i was there..i knew they would be in my life someway somehow....its getting to the part...now....where its going to be really hard...to let you all know what happens..

passion...my first grandchild...

well i was becoming a grandma...my first grandchild...i saw my sweet passion birth...soon after...she got pregant right after passion and moved to grenda mississippi...and lived with fatboys family...by 7months i had to go fetch jaz and passion...having problems with fatboy...got her home and keke was born....and she was living with me...now...

cont.........

well mike came in the picture....she meet him on the streets....there use to be a hood behind the police station...living on iowa street..he was a drug dealer..and went to prison......living with her friends...drinking and drugs and such....and she tatooed mikes name on the left side of her neck....talking about being disapointed as a mother...omg....wow.....she worked on and off...running the streets....but she wasnt with me at this point...one day i went to checkers...and there she was working...mama(she is now 22...) i meet a man name fatboy....ands she was prego with my first grandchild...she quit the job...cuz she was pregant....meet him...she was still in the hood...a couple of streets over...but gee....he was a drug dealer...great.........i remember going over to find her and it was mothers day...she was drunk as a skunk...smelled like liquor...she huggin on me...crying ...and she prego....as i tell my story...jaz did this with all three children...drank..drugs...wow....but she was living her life....living in a house with no electric...wow....i cant say anything else ..but wow....some how...she hooked up with nicki...thru this...and me...waiting to have her 1st child.....

REFLECTION FOR A MINUTE....

i know im bloggin my daughters life...and im telling my story to let others know your not alone..ive been thru hell and back...with my daughter...i still love her..but you half to realize...(a blog in the near future)..having a mother and a stepmother that abuse me(the writer)...i left home at 19...had my daughter at 21...and she turned 13 and it all changed...now 14 years later...she(29)....ive have the pain of going thru nonsense bs with her...im a mom that did more better and beyond when what was given to me...we have a daughter/mom hate/love relationship..sometimes i glad i have that with my daughter...cuz i been there every minute of her life...and at times on and off..but ive been there and she knows she can con me..and i fall into that web of distruction of ours relationship...i didnt have that with my own mother....an when i blog my story...i will not feel guitly of what i did by raisin my daughter the best way i knew and hoping i did a better job of it then my own mother did...but i will not let my daughter give me no more pain...the disrespect...the cussing..the con/ning the emotional and mental abuse i recieve from her when she is a grown adult...is going to stop....like i said in my blog..i let this happen...and i didnt stop it...and its 2010...and now im stopping it..im done and thru...its all on her now...choices made from 13/29 is all done by my daughter...i didnt participate...