I STOPPED COMMUNICATING WITH MY DAUGHTER....THIS NEW CHAPTER IN LIFE...WILL BE AN ONGOING PROCESS....I VOW TO MYSELF(WRITER OF THIS BLOG)..I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE TO MYSELF...THAT IM DONE.........IT WAS SUGGESTED BY DCF THAT I STOP COMMUNICATING WITH HER...AND I DID...ITS THE BEST THING IVE EVER DONE IN LIFE...ITS ALMOST FULL CIRCLE....
I HAVE LIVED LIFE AS A SINGLE PARENT...TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN..WENT TO COLLEGE...GOT MARRIED HAD ONE MORE CHILD..TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN AND DID NOT TOLERATE THEM WHEN THEY BROKE THE LAW...I RECIEVED THREE GRANDCHILDREN IN MY LIFE...BUT....
EVERYTHING TO THIS POINT WITH MY DAUGHTER IS...SHE MADE CHOICES...I WOULD OF NEVER DONE IN LIFE...CUZ SHE THE PARTY GIRL...DRUGS AND DRINKING BEFORE HER CHILDREN...AND THEY ARE TAKEN AWAY ....ITS ON HER...NOT ME...LIKE I SAID BEFORE..MY CHILDREN WERE NOT TAKEN AWAY...BUT SEE DCF DONT SEE THAT....SO THEY ARE INVOLVED IN HER LIFE...AND I WOULD THINK....THAT WHEN THE GOVERNMENT GETS INTO YOUR LIFE...TO TELL YOU DO THIS DO THAT TO GET YOUR KIDS BACK....IT WILL BE A COLD DAY IN HELL....IF DCF DID THAT TO ME...WHEN I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN...ME THE RESPONSIBLE MOTHER...PLAYING BY THE BIG GIRL RULES...OBEYS THE LAW...TAKING BS FROM EVERYONE...AND STILL TAKE CARE OF MY OWN..IM JUST SAYIN............
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
FUNNY
DCF.....ALL WHAT IM BLOGGIN ABOUT IS DOUCMENTED WHAT SHE DONE...IN HER LIFE...14 YR OLD PAPER TRAIL....LIKE U KNOW THAT....IF U DO....YOU WOULD SEE THAT MY CHILDREN WERE NOT TAKING AWAY WHEN I WAS THERE PARENT....AND THATS BACK IN "HRS" TIME....SO....SHE IS A PRODUCT OF HRS 1990'S STYLE.....ALL THESE 20/30 SOMETHINGS ARE YOUR UPBRINGING....YOU DIDNT HELP ME....WHEN I ASKED...AND U ARE HELPING HER....TO GET HER STRAGIHT....AND WHATS RIGHT......
Thursday, April 21, 2011
A THOUGHT..........
YOU HAVE THREE CHILDREN.......YOUR AN EIGHT GRADE DROP OUT...NO EDUCATION...NO JOB U CAN HOLD DOWN...OR A ROOF OVER YOUR CHILDREN HEADS....NO MONEY...NUTHING....AND ARE ALL ABOUT YOU...HAVING TO PARTY....AND DRINK AND SMOKE AND DO DRUGS.....CUZ YOU HAD PROBLEMS....
MISSY U THE ONE THAT RAN THE STREETS....ALL THIS TIME.....SO U HAD A ROOF OVER THERE HEADS FOR A MINUTE....BUT....YOU DIDNT HAVE NUTHING TO SHOW FOR IT....NO JOB..NO CAR...NO MONEY....NO HOME....AND U LIVED OFF ME...ON AND OFF...AND ME BEING THE CONTROLLING MOTHER....U CLAIM I AM....U CAME TO ME.....AND I TOOK CARE OF ALL OF YOU....I GUESS THAT IS NOT WHAT FAMILY IS TO YOU....SO IM THE PROBLEM...RIGHT...
YOU MADE THAT STEP TO RUN THE STREETS.....I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN....YES I TOOK CARE OF YOU TIL YOU WERE 29...W/ 3 KIDS....YOU MADE THOSE CHOICES IN YOUR LIFE....NOT ME..BUT YOU..YOU THE STRIPPER...YOU THE DRUG ADDICT..YOU THE DRINKER...AND THE CHILDREN ARE IN FOSTERCARE.....SO...YOU MADE YOUR BED....AND YOU ARE LYIN IN IT....
I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN....DID SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE...NEVER WAS ON THE STREETS...HAD FOOD..CLOTHING...LIGHTS...HOME...CAR....TOYS....AND I DIDNT GET MY KIDS TAKEN AWAY FROM "HRS"..."DCF"...SO.....WHAT U GONNA TO DO........IM THE GROWN ASS WOMAN HERE...WHEN ARE U GOING TO STEP UP TO THE PLATE..........
MISSY U THE ONE THAT RAN THE STREETS....ALL THIS TIME.....SO U HAD A ROOF OVER THERE HEADS FOR A MINUTE....BUT....YOU DIDNT HAVE NUTHING TO SHOW FOR IT....NO JOB..NO CAR...NO MONEY....NO HOME....AND U LIVED OFF ME...ON AND OFF...AND ME BEING THE CONTROLLING MOTHER....U CLAIM I AM....U CAME TO ME.....AND I TOOK CARE OF ALL OF YOU....I GUESS THAT IS NOT WHAT FAMILY IS TO YOU....SO IM THE PROBLEM...RIGHT...
YOU MADE THAT STEP TO RUN THE STREETS.....I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN....YES I TOOK CARE OF YOU TIL YOU WERE 29...W/ 3 KIDS....YOU MADE THOSE CHOICES IN YOUR LIFE....NOT ME..BUT YOU..YOU THE STRIPPER...YOU THE DRUG ADDICT..YOU THE DRINKER...AND THE CHILDREN ARE IN FOSTERCARE.....SO...YOU MADE YOUR BED....AND YOU ARE LYIN IN IT....
I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN....DID SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE...NEVER WAS ON THE STREETS...HAD FOOD..CLOTHING...LIGHTS...HOME...CAR....TOYS....AND I DIDNT GET MY KIDS TAKEN AWAY FROM "HRS"..."DCF"...SO.....WHAT U GONNA TO DO........IM THE GROWN ASS WOMAN HERE...WHEN ARE U GOING TO STEP UP TO THE PLATE..........
Sunday, April 17, 2011
THINKIN
AS THESE DAYS GO BY...I SIT HERE WONDERING AND KNOWING...THAT THIS CHILD OF MINE...GOING ON 30 IS MAKING SURE THAT I AM THE THE DEVIL OF A MOTHER...TELLING THEM HOW ROTTEN I WAS OR EVIL OR IGNORANT OR STUPID OR CONTROLLING I WAS....WELL LETS SEE..................
SO MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN RUNNING THE STREETS SINCE SHE WAS 13...one...I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN..HAD TO LIVE IN THE PROJECTS FOR A MINUTE WENT FROM A 2 BEDROOM TO A 3 BEDROOM APT (PROJECTS) SEE I WENT TO COLLEGE AS I WAS A SINGLE PARENT AT THE TIME TO BETTER MYSELF(MOM)(THE BLOGGER) WHEN SHE WAS 13 SHE STARTED TO GET OUT OF HAND AND HUNG AROUND THE HOOD RATS...RUNNING...SHE WOULD STAY OUT 3-4 NIGHTS ON THE STREETS..ME BEING A RESPONSIBLE MOM I MADE CHILD MISSING REPORTS EVERY TIME SHE DID THAT...(lakeland police) SHE CALLED HRS ON ME 6 TIMES AND WAS UNFOUNDED TIL THAT 6TH SOCIAL WORKER SAW THE PROBLEM.......MY DAUGHTER...(i was told to cover my ass while she ran the streets...so i made thousands of child missing reports and then callin them when she came back home...one time the police told me to spank her...i said right i would have hrs on me for hitting my kid...) SO ME BEING MOM LIKE ALWAYS..SHE WAS GOING OR HEADING TO A CHILDREN'S HOME...BUT...THE GIRL GOT HER PERIOD....AND MOM...HERE MELTED LIKE WE SUPPOSE TO DO....WAS BY MY CHILD'S SIDE...SHE NEEDED HER MOTHER...SEE MY CHILD CUSS AT ME..YELLED AT ME...CONTROL ME AND KEPT THIS UP ...WHAT I WAS SUCH A GULLIBLE MOM..THAT I TOOK CARE OF MY KIDS ALL THIS TIME...I WAS APART OF THERE LIVES...I MADE SURE THEY HAD THE LASTEST TOY AND SUCH...AND I LET HER TREAT ME THE WAY SHE DID.....(im old school...i respected my elders i didnt talk back sure the hell i didnt cuss at my parents...and if children and familes was back in the 1960/1970's tell my parents how to raise me or gee we all be the parents they want us to be..(DCF) RIGHT.............LOL...WHEN MY CHILD WAS HER AGE AND THESE CHILDREN NOW20/30'S ARE THE PRODUCT OF HRS...U CANT HIT THAT CHILD..YOU WOULD GET THE CHILDREN TAKEN AWAY....WELL I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN...I GOT MARRIED LATE IN LIFE AND LIVE PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK...SHIT THAT THE AMERICAN WAY............HELLO..............more in A MINUTE.....
SO MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN RUNNING THE STREETS SINCE SHE WAS 13...one...I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN..HAD TO LIVE IN THE PROJECTS FOR A MINUTE WENT FROM A 2 BEDROOM TO A 3 BEDROOM APT (PROJECTS) SEE I WENT TO COLLEGE AS I WAS A SINGLE PARENT AT THE TIME TO BETTER MYSELF(MOM)(THE BLOGGER) WHEN SHE WAS 13 SHE STARTED TO GET OUT OF HAND AND HUNG AROUND THE HOOD RATS...RUNNING...SHE WOULD STAY OUT 3-4 NIGHTS ON THE STREETS..ME BEING A RESPONSIBLE MOM I MADE CHILD MISSING REPORTS EVERY TIME SHE DID THAT...(lakeland police) SHE CALLED HRS ON ME 6 TIMES AND WAS UNFOUNDED TIL THAT 6TH SOCIAL WORKER SAW THE PROBLEM.......MY DAUGHTER...(i was told to cover my ass while she ran the streets...so i made thousands of child missing reports and then callin them when she came back home...one time the police told me to spank her...i said right i would have hrs on me for hitting my kid...) SO ME BEING MOM LIKE ALWAYS..SHE WAS GOING OR HEADING TO A CHILDREN'S HOME...BUT...THE GIRL GOT HER PERIOD....AND MOM...HERE MELTED LIKE WE SUPPOSE TO DO....WAS BY MY CHILD'S SIDE...SHE NEEDED HER MOTHER...SEE MY CHILD CUSS AT ME..YELLED AT ME...CONTROL ME AND KEPT THIS UP ...WHAT I WAS SUCH A GULLIBLE MOM..THAT I TOOK CARE OF MY KIDS ALL THIS TIME...I WAS APART OF THERE LIVES...I MADE SURE THEY HAD THE LASTEST TOY AND SUCH...AND I LET HER TREAT ME THE WAY SHE DID.....(im old school...i respected my elders i didnt talk back sure the hell i didnt cuss at my parents...and if children and familes was back in the 1960/1970's tell my parents how to raise me or gee we all be the parents they want us to be..(DCF) RIGHT.............LOL...WHEN MY CHILD WAS HER AGE AND THESE CHILDREN NOW20/30'S ARE THE PRODUCT OF HRS...U CANT HIT THAT CHILD..YOU WOULD GET THE CHILDREN TAKEN AWAY....WELL I TOOK CARE OF MY CHILDREN...I GOT MARRIED LATE IN LIFE AND LIVE PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK...SHIT THAT THE AMERICAN WAY............HELLO..............more in A MINUTE.....
Sunday, April 10, 2011
YOU SAY YOUR A GROWN ASS WOMAN.........
WELL...YOUR NOT......IM YOUR MOTHER...AND I AM A GROWN ASS WOMAN...YOU HAVE TO PLAY BY THE RULES...AND YOU ANIT OR HAVE THEM BIG GIRL RULES DONE YET....SO PREACH YOUR SHIT TO SOMEONE ELSE....CUZ THIS BITCH PLAYS BY THE RULES....ALWAYS HAVE...ALWAYS WILL.................take note...little girl.................
Saturday, April 9, 2011
just saying.................
really dont care what you all think...when im sitting here....talkin about my daughter here....puttin her under the bus....but like i said i was and i will set this little girl straight..if its the last thing i do......ive been thru hell and back....and i will not be a victim of her any longer......to be emtionally...mentally and physically abuse by her......and she was an adult doing this to me since she was 13...and she will be 30 this year.....no longer....but.....the disrespect from her is the kicker.....that will never happen again......so.... i dont give a damn what u all think.....I WILL SET THIS LITTLE GIRL....STRAIGHT.........keep THE CON GOING ON WITH GOD ....JASMINE.....U CANT FOOL THIS OLD BAG..........
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
why u conning god..............
u made your way of life all on your own....and u claim god is in your life now....u conning lighthouse minisitries....keep it up jaz.....CON AS BITCH...IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME.....sittin back ....to see this all happen again......
Monday, April 4, 2011
to jaz..............
as of today....this is the day i stop the cycle............on you...its been good that its this long since we havent say anything to each other....and u broke me...BYE............
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